Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Top Ten Tuesday: Books On My Spring TBR

City of God
I still plan to continue reading this until I finish it.

On the Banks of Plum Creek AND 
By the Shores of Silver Lake AND
The Long Winter
Laura Ingalls Wilder

Ecclesiastical History of the English People
I already started this.

The Prince

Formation of Character
Charlotte Mason
Already started this, too.

Reflections on the Revolution in France
Edmund Burke
Thinking of reading this.

Jude the Obscure  OR
Tess of the D'Urbervilles
Thomas Hardy
Still not convicted about which one to read first. ?????

A Woman's Education 
Jill Ker Conway

Monday, March 19, 2018

Little House on the Prairie - again - by Laura Ingalls Wilder

Little House on the Prairie
Laura Ingalls Wilder
Published 1935

When I last wrote on this blog about Little House, I expressed a feeling of great anxiety. Besides the perils of traveling, crossing frozen ice and raging rivers, and almost losing the family guard dog - once the Ingalls family found a place to settle - it was one difficulty after another: Ma's sprained ankle, surprise Indian visits, Indian theft, packs of wolves, screaming panthers, chimney fires, mysterious prairie fires that nearly struck their home, an incapacitating family illness, and an Indian war council that almost ended in a massacre.

Finally, after an entire year of these misadventures, the U.S. government threatened to remove settlers from the land if they did not leave on their own, as they were a few miles over the border into Indian Territory (even though the Indians had already moved West).

So this time I soaked in Laura's beautiful descriptions of the prairie and the flowers and the wildlife.

One of my favorite passages that I copied into my commonplace journal was this:
The prairie looked as if no human eye had ever seen it before. Only the tall wild grass covered the endless empty land and a great empty sky arched over it. Far away the sun's edge touched the rim of the earth. The sun was enormous and it was throbbing and pulsing with light. All around the sky's edge ran a pale pink glow, and above the pink was yellow, and above that blue. Above the blue the sky was no color at all. Purple shadows were gathering over the land, and the wind was mourning. 
And this:
All along the road the wild larkspur was blossoming pink and blue and white, birds balanced on yellow plumes of goldenrod, and butterflies were fluttering.  Starry daisies lighted the shadows under trees, squirrels chattered on branches overhead, white-tailed rabbits hopped along the road, and snakes wriggled quickly across it when they heard the wagon coming.
Laura was a master of aesthetic descriptions of the natural environment, as well as expressions of deep human emotions and thought, particularly her own. She was not ashamed to share her deepest thoughts, no matter how raw or naughty. 

I look forward to reading the next books in The Little House series (again) because Laura's stories only mature and her descriptions of nature flourish, especially as she becomes the eyes for her sister Mary, who later loses her eyesight.

The prairie near the Little House replica in Independence, Kansas.

Tuesday, February 27, 2018

Top Ten Tuesday: Books I Could Re-read Forever

What would you do if you could only own a few books, in this case, ten? What if you had to downsize? Which books could you live with and read over and over? It is NOT easy to choose just a few, but if I had to choose right now, this is what I could read over and over again. These books come right from my Personal Canon. (BTW, you should do a personal cannon, too.)

The Bible
I cannot live without.
Not my actual Bible.

The Little House series by Laura Ingalls Wilder
These count as one; I love them as one.

Far From the Madding Crowd by Thomas Hardy
Still hung up on this one.

Uncle Tom's Cabin by Harriet Beecher Stowe
Powerful, still.

Gone With the Wind by Margaret Mitchell
Epic. So much story to love.

Diary of a Young Girl by Anne Frank
To imagine such a short life could leave this impression forever.

A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens
Still makes me cry. 

Walden by Henry David Thoreau
Causes covetousness in me. (Probably not a good thing.)

The Hiding Place by Corrie Ten Boom
Would you be able to do this if called to stand for others?

Let's Roll by Lisa Beamer
An important memoir in courage and faith.

Thursday, February 22, 2018

Taking a Break

There has been a little disruption in my life (nothing terrible), and I have been derailed. My attentions have been elsewhere. I am still reading - though at a much slower pace - and while I have finished a few books, I have not made the effort or time to write.

Regretfully, I have lost interest in and put aside reading the remainder of The Lord of the Rings trilogy. (I'm so sorry, Hamlette.) I do not know if it is the genre or what, but I could not feel excited about it. I think I wanted to feel that way, like everyone else in my life - like my kids and my close friend - but it never happened. So I put it aside, and maybe I will try another time.

I am still not even halfway through with City of God, but I will keep chugging along; however, come April, I may have to begin the next book on the WEM list, even if I am not done with Augustine, which may or may not be a good idea. I did finish Little House on the Prairie, and a few books I am reading with my kids, as well as a couple of thin books about Charlotte Mason education. Currently, I am reading Mason's fourth book, Ourselves, and I picked up Jane Austen The World of Her Novels, by Deirdre Le Faye, and have been casually reading. (I believe I learned of this one from Hamlette.)

It seems this year I am more interested in rereading books that I know and love. And since I have been obsessed with Charlotte Mason, I am reading and studying everything on her philosophy, and reorganizing my whole next school year, which is months and months away. But that is where all of my heart is, and so I have not been a very dutiful book blogger. Plus, I am always busy with homeschooling, driving kids to (fill in the blank), and taking care of my family. 

And then . . . 
          I saw Fanda's Zoladdiction and thought, 

                      Hmmm . . . I'd really love to reread Germinal again . . .

See how I get into conundrums? 

Well, for now, I am still here, but not very active. Hope to get out of my slump soon.  Until then, happy reading.

Sunday, January 21, 2018

The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini

The Kite Runner
Khaled Hosseini
Published 2003

The Kite Runner takes place in Afghanistan, 1970s. Two boys -- Amir, a Sunni, and Hassan, a Shi'a -- grew up together. In Afghanistan, Shi'a were the lower status of the Muslim religion, and nothing would ever change that. Nonetheless, Amir and Hassan were best of friends.

Hassan and his father lived with and served Amir and his father. Hassan's mother ran away after his birth, and Amir's mother died during childbirth. Amir's father was wealthy and important in the community, and he cared for Hassan as his own son.

Unfortunately, Amir had an easy life; he walked away from conflict or responsibility and never stood up for himself or anyone else. He was sometimes arrogant toward Hassan. Yet, Hassan, the servant, was quick to defend Amir and was handy with his slingshot. Besides being courageous, he was submissive, loyal, and full of humility.

Hassan was the best kite runner in the city, and the day Amir won the kite fighting championship, Hassan ran off to capture the opponent's kite for Amir. When he did not return, Amir searched for him and witnessed a horrible crime being perpetrated against his friend; but, Amir never intervened, nor did he get help. Hassan remained silent about it, too.

The guilt weighed heavy on Amir. He asked his father to replace their servants and even falsely charged Hassan with theft; but Amir's father forgave Hassan (who meekly admitted to the crime) and would not send him away. Nonetheless, Hassan and his father voluntarily moved out, humiliated.

Shortly after, Russia invaded Afghanistan, and Amir fled with his father to America, leaving their home in the care of a family friend, Rahim, until they should be able to return again. 

Years passed, and Amir and his father had well established themselves in America; Amir graduated college and married an Afghani girl. After Amir's father passed away, he received a call from Rahim asking him to meet him in Pakistan immediately. The news he had to share would change Amir's life forever. 

At this point, I must stop or I shall reveal the most essential parts of the story. If you decide to read The Kite Runner, know that at times it is shocking, horrifying, and heart breaking. You wonder if Amir will ever do what is right.  Why does he continue to run away from the truth?  And then you ponder what you would do if you were in his place? You cannot blame him for being angry or afraid, but sometimes people need to rise above their own feelings and do what is best for someone else.

The ending of The Kite Runner left me feeling satisfied and hopeful, but I had a disappointment, too. Amir wanted to do something to relieve the burden of guilt from his unjust treatment toward Hassan. In an attempt to redeem himself, he promised to follow a long list of religious requirements in order to make up for his sins and appease God. I know this is not a real act of redemption, nor is it the way to forgiveness. Making the right choices are always warranted and acceptable, regardless of past sins; we are always called to do what is right. In addition to that, I did not like the blasphemy or using Jesus' name in vain.  

I did watch the movie after I finished the book, and the movie is of course different in good ways because it omitted unnecessary graphic scenes and other complications; but the book is best because it addressed the heavy topics pertinent to the story, which the movie is unable to include for time's sake. Some people complained that the characters were unreal, but given the circumstances of the place and time of the story, I found them, such as the villains, very believable. 

Overall, I did like the story, and I do plan to read Khaled Hosseini's third novel, And the Mountains Echoed, and see what that's about. 

Khaled Hosseini

Thursday, January 18, 2018

The Fellowship of the Ring by J.R.R. Tolkien

The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
J.R.R. Tolkien
Published 1954

This is my first time reading LOTR series, finally, after having first read The Hobbit many years ago. Since I did not know very much about the story, I was somewhat confused at the beginning and missed some of the most important details, like . . . why Frodo went on this adventure or journey in the first place! Eventually, I reviewed a synopsis to get answers. Everything is cleared up now, and I am up to speed.

Since it seems everyone knows the LOTR story well, I will not give my own summary. Instead, let me tell you how I read it: I found an audio version on YouTube and followed along in my own book. The narrator used dramatic voices, sounds, and music, and there were times I was scared out of my wits. I could not have accomplished that in my own head had I read the book alone; so the audio was definitely effective. I am not a fan of adventure or fantasy fiction, so this was the perfect way to read the book, making the story feel alive.

I have read articles or op-eds about why this is a preposterous way to read, and should not be considered reading by any measure, but I also have to admit that sometimes -- not often -- I read books with classical music playing quietly. Yes, it does enhance the emotional value of the story, especially Tolstoy, and I rather enjoy that; however, I understand how and why it may diminish or limit my own ability to imagine on an emotional level.

Nonetheless, I have to make an exception with this story, and I probably will continue doing it with the remainder of the series. So there!

Hildebrandt Bros.

Let's say you are like me, and you never read LOTR, and you are not confident you will like an adventure or fantasy story; well, this is more than an adventurous story. There is something bigger to tell in LOTR that makes it significant. What is it, I need to learn.

For example, as with most essentially written stories, The Fellowship of the Ring has goodness and righteousness verses wickedness and evil, light against darkness. There are many unique characters, each with special attributes and weaknesses - some wise, some brave, and some extremely loyal - sent to help the reluctant protagonist. Most importantly, the protagonist is being called to have courage, be valiant, and do what is right and necessary. He must rise to the occasion, knowing the forces against him are deadly. It is a frightful decision one has to make, which is how this first book of the trilogy ends.

The Fellowship of the Ring is full of conflict, uncertainty, fantasy, a little humor, loyalty, and companionship. I am ready to find out what happens in the next book, The Two Towers, and most of all, I am hoping to discover the underlying ideas in the story as I venture further into Middle-Earth.

Saturday, January 13, 2018

Little House in the Big Woods by Laura Ingalls Wilder

Little House in the Big Woods
Laura Ingalls Wilder
Published 1932
Little House-athon via The Vince Review

Little House in the Big Woods is the first book in the Little House series by Laura Ingalls Wilder, and even though it is written for the youngest of audiences, I could not imagine beginning the series without it. 

The reader is instantly immersed into Laura's world, deep into the snowy woods of Wisconsin. She described the detailed process of smoking deer meat, the sensitive topic of killing a hog for bacon, and the laborious task of churning butter. Ma had an orderly way of running her household:

Wash on Monday 
Iron on Tuesday
Mend on Wednesday
Churn on Thursday
Clean on Friday
Bake on Saturday
Rest on Sunday

Early on readers get to know Pa as a hard-working, tender-hearted man with a sparkle in his eyes; he loved to tell his girls stories about real life. Ma was also hard-working and resourceful. She was a woman with much courage. 

For example, Ma and Laura went out to let the cow into the barn, but in the dark, Ma mistook a bear in the yard for the cow. She gave it a good smack on its hind leg. Suddenly realizing it was a bear, she quietly instructed Laura to walk back to the house, which she did, until Ma caught Laura up under her arm and ran into the house. Ma later trembled as she laughed, "I've slapped a bear!"

(I probably would have fainted.)

Pa's story about his confrontation with a bear in the woods was equally entertaining. In the snowy dark night, he saw what he thought was the silhouette of a bear on its hind quarters. Yelling and waving his arms, Pa could not intimate the animal, until he realized, when he went to club the bear with a tree branch, it was only the stump of a fallen tree. His lesson was that he must find courage because he could not run away from everything that scared him. 

When Laura threw a tantrum because she must sit still on Sunday, Pa narrated the story of her grandpa on Sundays when he could do nothing but catechism. When one Sunday Grandpa's father fell asleep, Grandpa and his brothers snuck out to try their new sled down the snowy hill that went past the front door of the house; however, on their way down, they accidentally picked up a pig who squealed all the way down, right past the door -- and there was their father watching them speed by. The moral of the story was that Laura should be glad that it was not as hard to be good as it used to be, though Ma added that it was even harder than for girls because they always had to be little ladies every day.

There was the chapter on the sugar snow, in which Laura recounted the collection of sap from the trees and the process of turning it into syrup and brown sugar. Following that was the dance at Grandpa's, which was so jovial and lively -- and you know you can hear Pa's fiddle and the boots stomping. 

During the trip to Town, Laura candidly exposed more of her jealousies towards her older sister Mary. Mary was always good and obedient and neat and careful. Mary had beautiful golden curls, but Laura had dirt-brown colored hair.

Later, Laura's deep jealousy caused her to strike Mary, resulting in a whipping from Pa; but it is also important to note that Laura recalled how Pa took her in his arms and hugged her tightly and explained that he had brown hair, too; obviously she never realized that before.

The chapter on making cheese is not my favorite, especially because it involved the killing of a calf. Laura never wanted Pa to kill any of their own animals, which he did not for this particular cheese making time. But someone's calf had to die. Poor thing. 

But my favorite part about that chapter is how Ma and Pa complimented each other. After the extensive, complex cheese making process, Pa looked at Ma and said,
Nobody'd starve to death when you were around, Caroline.
And she replied,
Well, no, Charles, not if you were there to provide for us. 
In the harvest, Pa went to help Uncle Henry in his field, and Ma and the girls went, too. Cousin Charley was supposed to help the men, but was a naughty boy, to put it mildly. He cried wolf one too many times and certainly deserved what he got when he finally received it.

When it was Pa's turn to do his own threshing, he completed three weeks work in one day with the new threshing machine. He exclaimed,
That machine's a great invention! Other folks can do old-fashioned ways if they want to, but I'm all for progress. It's a great age we're living in.
And finally, it was winter all over again.

Mid pleasures and palaces, though we may roam, 
Be it ever so humble, there's no place like home.

Have you read Little Town in the Big Woods? What is your favorite memory?

Tuesday, January 2, 2018

Little House-athon 2018

Well, I did said I could not imagine a year without the Little House books. And so it is that Paula @ The Vince Review is hosting a year-long read-athon of the Little House series and a few other books to equal one book a month in 2018. I need not an excuse to read these books, but I like to pretend that I have a reason.

Here is the schedule:

January : Little House in the Big Woods
February : Little House on the Prairie
March : On the Banks of Plum Creek
April : Farmer Boy
May : By the Shores of Silver Lake
June : The Long Winter
July : Little Town on the Prairie
August : These Happy Golden Years
September : The First Four Years
October : On the Way Home
November : West From Home
December : I Remember Laura - Stephen Hines

Also, I will be reading Caroline: Little House Revisited, by Sarah Miller, at some point during the year.

Last year, after I completed eight of the series books, I told myself that next time I read them, I want to focus on the proverbs, or words of wisdom, that Ma and Pa and Laura shared about life and human nature. This time I will see how many I notice and write them down.

If you are interested, there is no sign up, but you can follow at Paula's blog.

Can't wait to get started!

Saturday, December 30, 2017

Year End Reading Challenge Wrap Up 2017

According to my Year in Review on Goodreads, I completed 60 books in 2017. If it was not for reading with my kids, that number would have fallen below my goal of 50 books.

The Well-Educated Mind Histories Reading Challenge (3/31) counts towards my most important and longest project, The Well-Educated Mind Reading Challenge (59/147). I got off to a rocky start with the Ancients (and quit reading The Republic 100 pages in), though I am on my fifth book, City of God, by Augustine. Nonetheless, I completed only three books for TWEM Histories Challenge this year - how pathetic!

I recently started LOTR Read-Along (1/3), hosted by Edge of the Precipice. I completed the first book, The Fellowship of the Ring, by listening to an audio version and reading along. This is helpful for me because I am not familiar with this story, and the dramatized version, complete with sound affects and different voices, helps clarify, which is better than if I try to interpret it myself.

Fanda at ClassicLit hosted Dickens in December , and I did read one Christmas tale by Dickens. Sadly, I did not get to my annual reading of A Christmas Carol, and now it is too late. Christmas is over. Ah, well; there's next year.

Keely started the Russian Literature Challenge (3/3) at the beginning at 2017, and I only completed two of my proposed, but later included my reread of Crime and Punishment to make it three.

Operation Actually Read Bible hosted Cloud of Witness Reading Challenge (3/4) in which I read three of the four chosen, though I am presently reading City of God for my fourth book; it will be few months late.

Back-to-the-Classics Challenge (10/12) is hosted by Books and Chocolate. I challenged myself to twelve categories, but I hit a snag halfway through This Side of Paradise and never read To Kill a Mockingbird. 

The Classics Club  (22/75) I added a few more books to my CC list, and I am beginning the second year of my challenge. I have 53 left to read before December 2020. No pressure.

Finally, The Manly Reading Challenge (26/100) is just a fun, long-term list I am filling in as I go along. This year I completed a couple. Three quarters left to go.

Reading challenges are encouraging and entertaining, but I have been finding them too difficult to keep, and sometimes I end up reading books my heart was not into. Instead of joining yearly challenges, as tempting as they are, I hope to focus more on what I want to read.

As of today, here is a list of books my heart desires to read in 2018, which may change because I am not entirely in control of my own life. But if all goes well, this is what I am excited to read, though not in this order:

City of God - Augustine (WEM)
Ecclesiastical History of the English People - Bede (WEM)
The Prince _ Machiavelli (WEM)
Utopia - Sir Thomas Moore (WEM)
Northangar Abbey - Jane Austen (CC)
Ourselves - Charlotte Mason (Education)
Formation of Character - Charlotte Mason (Education)
A Philosophy of Education - Charlotte Mason (Education)
Charlotte Mason Companion - Karen Andreola (Education)
The Two Towers - JRR Tolkien (LOTR)
The Return of the King - JRR Tolkien (LOTR)
Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini (TBR)
And the Mountains Echoed - Khaled Hosseini (TBR)
Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy (TBR)
Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy (TBR)
Caroline - Sarah Miller (TBR)
A Woman's Education - Jill Ker Conway (TBR)
The Republic of Imagination - Azar Nafisi (TBR)
Jane Austen's World - Deirdre Le Faye (TBR)
Reflections on the Revolution in France - Edmund Burke (CC)
The Problem of Pain - CS Lewis (CC)
A Grief Observed - CS Lewis (CC)
The Diary of a Young Girl - Anne Frank (reread)

Of course, I will add more as the year goes on, plus my children and I will read numerous books together, and I may even read The Little House books again because I cannot imagine a year without them. Until then . . .

Happy New Year, Everyone!

Wednesday, December 20, 2017

"The Cricket on the Hearth: A Fairytale of Home" by Charles Dickens

Stories for Christmas
"The Cricket on the Hearth: A Fairytale of Home" (written 1845)
Charles Dickens
Book Published 1862

At some point in many civilizations and cultures, it was believed that a cricket on the hearth symbolized good luck and health. It is strange to me to think it acceptable to have a cricket anywhere in the home; once even my husband went out in the middle of the night, armed with a flashlight and a can of Raid, to eradicate a noisy little cricket bellowing under the patio outside our bedroom window. 

Nonetheless, in this novella, by Charles Dickens, the cricket on the hearth is the sacred protector of marriages, families, and homes. Without giving away too much of the plot, I will do my best, but there are some things I have to expose. The story is about a couple, John and his much younger wife, Mary. They have a little baby, but that is irrelevant. 

I was a little confused at first because a strange man (in a disguise, it is later revealed) came to stay with the couple for a few days, and during that time Mary showed him some affections. John witnessed those affections, causing him such grief and irritated further by another character, Tackleton, who told John that his wife was having an affair with the man.

John reacted in an unexpected way when he considered releasing his wife from her marriage contract. He loved her sooooooo much; he could not bear to think that he was the cause of her unhappiness, forcing her to secretly seek out the object of her love. He thought he married her too young when she really did not love him after all. He rather see her free and happy.

In the meantime, Tackleton was set to marry a much younger woman in a few days. But the plot took a twist after the stranger's true identity was revealed, upsetting Tackleton's selfish wedding plans and ultimately resolving the misunderstanding between John and Mary. It was a very merry and joyful ending for all, even for Tackleton, just like in Dickens' A Christmas Carol

I found this tale very sweet and enjoyable. And while Dickens twists my comprehension skills in little knots at the beginning of every story, he certainly knows how to resolve all of my confusions in the end. 

"Listen to the cricket."  source

Tuesday, December 19, 2017

Top Ten Tuesday: Books I Hope Santa Brings

Books-on-my-wishlist-that-I-will-not-get-for-Christmas-(or birthday or Valentine's Day or anniversary),-and-I'll-have-to-buy-them-myself.

Charlotte Mason Companion
Personal Reflections on the Gentle Art of Learning
Karen Andreola

Caroline: Little House, Revisited
Sarah Miller

The Republic of Imagination: A Life in Books
Azar Nafisi

Jane Austen: The World of Her Novels
Deidre Le Faye

A Woman's Education: The Road from Coorain Leads to Smith College
Jill Ker Conway

And the Mountains Echoed
Khaled Hossieni


Last night was my Anniversary (21 years married) and my husband surprised me with flowers and a shoebox. In the shoebox were three books from my Amazon.com wishlist, and two of them were on this list above. So I must eat my words. He never likes to get me books on my wishlist because it is not considered a surprise; but he does not understand how much I love to get books from my wishlist. 

These are the books he bought me:

Charlotte Mason Companion by Karen Andreola
Caroline: Little House, Revisited by Sarah Miller
and The Interesting Narrative and Other Writings by Olaudah Equiano

(Yes, a couple are used books because he said he knows how I feel
about buying a new book when I can get a decent reading copy for one penny plus shipping.)

I am definitely excited to add these to my 2018 reads.